x[.x.alone in a world.x.]x
-ytd
ytd went out...no mood sia...not having moodswing or wad...jus now happi...notnot happi...but i nv regret going....coz tis is the last time n going out wif rachel...muz treasure her..gonna miss her sia...went to orchard..
tis is the 1st time i going out wif sadness n feel lyk crying...but i tahan...i dun wan cry infront of them...i hate being alone when i was wif a grp of frienx.....i rather b alone when i was no frienx ard mi......haix...then after tat we all went to marinebay... they all went play kite n leave mi alone...tat time i dunno y i cannt tahan sia..i drop my tear...haix..reali sad lor...after tat go eat steamboat..not wif rac n weining le..they cannot make it...eat wif siewhiang..poon...bengyan n xiangyi...dun feel lyk eatting lor...jus keep drink soup...after tat went hm lor...

-todae
todae is the dae when someone is leaving mi again...y tis yr so many pple is leaving?i hate the feeling of pple leaving...i hate it...hope tat dere wont b someone leaving mi again...i had enough of tat le...when to send her...reali reali sad...mi cry again le...haix...y am i keep crying during tis yr...i hate it...gonna miss ya, rachel..haix...after tat went to orchard again wif xy onli...walkwalkwalk lor...still feeling sad...but i jus putting a happi face...haix...todae nth le...onli sadness...

+rather b alone wif no one is wif mi...than b alone wif frienx ard mi n leaving mi alone+



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